AnoTher DayZ

well
ni ari yang ke-2 since the news
and still i couldn't belive it
sebab x tau lah knp
mcm he is still somewhere around
but the only problem is that we cant see hear or find
him
he is still around but we just can't find him
thats what i think

they say 2morrow
he will be buried
and i cant go and give him the last respect
so sorry
everybody is still mourning
but somehow i think he is called 1st
bcoz God loved him so so much kan
his personality that is
he is on his way to a place meant for him

he is still be with us all
but in different way
he'll be watching
listening
and still care for all of us
his
friends..

to me life is short
anytime
anywhere
even if u are not prepared
if your time come
then it will be your turn
to be called by God
to live with Him eternally

the fact that he
is with us will make it really difficult for everybody
especially his family
but
as I'm writing
many are still crying, sad and shock
we all have to be strong
for him and also his family
as his loyal friend...

May his soul rest peacefully
in a place where he will be blessed
with his new life

l0sinG a fRiend

have you lost your friend before???
to a
car accident????
and u know how if feels ma???

okey
i have this 1 friend that i know
since i was 7 years old
ok i didnt know him that much during that time
but we've been in the same class since i was 7
until in matriculation
Calvin Kabin Chong
that is the name....

so what actually happened?

i lost a friend to a car accident!!!!!!
it is on the 19 august 2009
they go out to eat...
and at 12 am they engaged in a car accident
killing 1sy 2 of them(there were 5 of them)
then the other 3 is sent to hospital
he suffered internal bleeding inside his head

i was really shock to know this
it all happened in 1 night
so
then i was planning to go there to visit him
but no ticket already
then at 2109pm yesterday
i received this 1 sms
" sory to tell u this...tp yuo sdah xda...dia jalan jam 2045 td "
and then once again im really terkejut
i didnt expect this one to come
really

he is going back to Ranau today at 1500
my friend that have the chance to him today said his face
have all these stitches
i didnt get to see him...

the last time i see him is
when we go to kl
together for university
that is the last time

so
for him
rest in peace

tHe ChAnges is verY FasT

is it true that this happened???
whY is It that it happened so fast
laSt time we are facing with the 'so called' deadliest disease
bird flu
now there is a new one emerging so quickly
and so eager to wash off human being
so far many had died due to this 'monster'
its like they are making the statement
i am stronger than all of uuu
so recently a mother died after giving birth to a child
luckily the baby is okey
the main question is
WHY??

is it God punishment to manknd???
or
is it the environmental factor that act on human population???
or
is it a warning sign???
whatever it is we can see how is the most intelligent creature react on it

as i was walking to the shopping mall this morning
i can see that some do care and some didn't
"it is the same lah if we are wearing it or not"
that what i heard hours ago...

so i was thinking
is it true that they didn't value themselves
or they have already given up???
hmm it very hard to tell..

and i continued walking
then i got to a place where i can see almost everybody is
SMOKING
then to my surprise i saw a woman was smoking...
is it just me that is too old fashion
or
the world changes very quickly???
i kept on asking myself the same question..
WHY
smoking??
do u smoke??
bcoz i don't
how about yourself and what about the others???
do you even care??

studying here really open up my eyes
to what city life is all about
ok
maybe there are more that i haven't finds out
but at least i know a bit 'bout it..

lastly
WHY
the changes happen really quickly??