tired..

wah i cant sleep and dosent feel like sleeping too...
doing nothing just in the process of completing my assignment ahha....
fun at the same time tired....

AnoTher DayZ

well
ni ari yang ke-2 since the news
and still i couldn't belive it
sebab x tau lah knp
mcm he is still somewhere around
but the only problem is that we cant see hear or find
him
he is still around but we just can't find him
thats what i think

they say 2morrow
he will be buried
and i cant go and give him the last respect
so sorry
everybody is still mourning
but somehow i think he is called 1st
bcoz God loved him so so much kan
his personality that is
he is on his way to a place meant for him

he is still be with us all
but in different way
he'll be watching
listening
and still care for all of us
his
friends..

to me life is short
anytime
anywhere
even if u are not prepared
if your time come
then it will be your turn
to be called by God
to live with Him eternally

the fact that he
is with us will make it really difficult for everybody
especially his family
but
as I'm writing
many are still crying, sad and shock
we all have to be strong
for him and also his family
as his loyal friend...

May his soul rest peacefully
in a place where he will be blessed
with his new life

l0sinG a fRiend

have you lost your friend before???
to a
car accident????
and u know how if feels ma???

okey
i have this 1 friend that i know
since i was 7 years old
ok i didnt know him that much during that time
but we've been in the same class since i was 7
until in matriculation
Calvin Kabin Chong
that is the name....

so what actually happened?

i lost a friend to a car accident!!!!!!
it is on the 19 august 2009
they go out to eat...
and at 12 am they engaged in a car accident
killing 1sy 2 of them(there were 5 of them)
then the other 3 is sent to hospital
he suffered internal bleeding inside his head

i was really shock to know this
it all happened in 1 night
so
then i was planning to go there to visit him
but no ticket already
then at 2109pm yesterday
i received this 1 sms
" sory to tell u this...tp yuo sdah xda...dia jalan jam 2045 td "
and then once again im really terkejut
i didnt expect this one to come
really

he is going back to Ranau today at 1500
my friend that have the chance to him today said his face
have all these stitches
i didnt get to see him...

the last time i see him is
when we go to kl
together for university
that is the last time

so
for him
rest in peace

tHe ChAnges is verY FasT

is it true that this happened???
whY is It that it happened so fast
laSt time we are facing with the 'so called' deadliest disease
bird flu
now there is a new one emerging so quickly
and so eager to wash off human being
so far many had died due to this 'monster'
its like they are making the statement
i am stronger than all of uuu
so recently a mother died after giving birth to a child
luckily the baby is okey
the main question is
WHY??

is it God punishment to manknd???
or
is it the environmental factor that act on human population???
or
is it a warning sign???
whatever it is we can see how is the most intelligent creature react on it

as i was walking to the shopping mall this morning
i can see that some do care and some didn't
"it is the same lah if we are wearing it or not"
that what i heard hours ago...

so i was thinking
is it true that they didn't value themselves
or they have already given up???
hmm it very hard to tell..

and i continued walking
then i got to a place where i can see almost everybody is
SMOKING
then to my surprise i saw a woman was smoking...
is it just me that is too old fashion
or
the world changes very quickly???
i kept on asking myself the same question..
WHY
smoking??
do u smoke??
bcoz i don't
how about yourself and what about the others???
do you even care??

studying here really open up my eyes
to what city life is all about
ok
maybe there are more that i haven't finds out
but at least i know a bit 'bout it..

lastly
WHY
the changes happen really quickly??

my CARRR??????

HMMM SO this is my first "car" i buy it with my own money
well its not completely mine lah but
i decide this brand tau nhahahahah

ok lah bye

<<<<>>>>

hAiyoooo
hmm Yang kelmarin saya
ni p ambil table test ooo
hmmm tapi saya fail tau
passing marks is 42 but i only get 37
so tulah fail sayang kan hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

kesian kan sudah lah tu kakak tu marah saja
yang 1 tu is better than the other one tau.....

then i wait for my friends at BERJAYA MEGAMALL
i wait for ermm lama juga lah
so then i go and eat KFC
then they sms me
tapi they want to go to buy bus ticket lor
so suddenly i feel like want to go to church
then i go there but Father Danny was not thereso i just sat there and reflct myself b4 my friend
come and pick me up

hmmm.... i dont know but i was asking for
God guidance....

hmmm then my friend come
then we go to eat at this one chinese restaurant
hmmm the price is rm40.50 tau wah
for me it is expensive for three people tau but its ok coz the food is delicious

hmmm then we go to EC mall the place that i dont like at alll
but i like it
bcoz it hve banyak tempat yang saya suka
hahahahahaha...
so
i got buy this one t-shirt yng saya suka lah hahahahah
that one is veery chaep tau.... huhuhuh
huhuhuhuhu

???????

hmmm tonite its the nite...
hahaha
the nite for me to study really hard
to morrow got this static test tau
hmmm really scary juga
especially here not
many people that i know so ...

hmm very hard pla ni jadi
leader of the class
but i kindda enjoy it
becoz before only
got to be assistant saja
so rite now
its like more responsibility lor
and i enjoy lah hohohoh

hmm dont know what to say anymore
but
i havent really finish my
assignment tau so
terpaksa lah ni
burning the late night oil
hahaha

and this saturday we hve
the briged siswa
perjumpaan
and they say got this bleep tst ooo
aiyo just like the old days lah
while im still at NS,tambunan
hmmm hopefully everything will be just fine
and
bye

thE piCtuRe

this is me with my newly found brother....
Brother Xavier

and this is where we all having activities
by the fire soooo much fun

here inside ST.Theresa's Chapel
we play "i wannna tell u but i canot talk game"
haha only one grup succeeded

Brother is having his session
this is where i know something really
important its St.Francis

so here is some picture of St.Theresa

these are some of the seniors
that work really hard to make this camp happen
here we got epi,nancy,billy,wedna,n brandon

its the entance to St.Theresa Chapel

fResHman oRentation cAMp

wha let me tell u a story.....
yang hari 5 kami ni sebenarnya ada camp tau d church
tapi im like erm dont want to go lah
because i know that if camp
it is going to be very hot,the fa'c will ask us to like do everything yang fun but pelik mcm poco-poco
so i decided not to go lor
but after i finish taking my dinner my fren sms lah n he said :
mari kita p tu camping nnt ada orng yang akan datang bawa kita p sana
so i'm like okey they realy want us to go there
that they offer to go back here to pick us up so like terharu lah haha...
so i'm like we just go lah without any preparation
so i end up bringing all my so call keperluan until my bag is bigger than it supose to be
because just for like 3 days only bah....

then we got to st.theresa's chapel
th mass is already started o....
so many people
and to my suprise all the poeple tere reminds me of my hometown
because all teh faces are so like my hometown punya orang pny faces bah all the people are a total stranger to me....
but as i can see there are 3 Brothers there at 1st i didnt take note of their faces because to me they will only talk to the elderly n the young
that my idea of them lah because i seldom talk to them lah...
even if we talk pun it will be like very formal one ...

so during the communion i notice oone of the brother are looking very young tau like my sister 's age
so im like wah soo young jow come he is one of them lah...
so i keep on guessing lah
so after the mass finish i said ok really need to go and talk to him
but didnt get the chance of doing so....
and one more thing is that his face is very familiar to myself i didnt know why but its true...

so when i finally get the chance to talk i said ok that will be ok tuck...
then i found out that he is 9 years older than me ooo.......OMG!!!!!!
because it dosent fit his look bah....
so the name is Brother Xavier....
to me i see him like an older brother of mine lah because i macam seen or talk or even konw him like for ages hohoho.........so its realy nice to know him lah
through his experience in dealing becoz he told me he oredy meet all kinds of people
i macam have more respect for him lah.... but today is the last day n we didnt have the chance to talk so sayang lah bcoz there is more that i want to know about the people from him n also others lah... but never mind maybe not this time maybe some other time in the future...

n also through the camp i got more than i wish
its fun,informative n very cultural for me
we did the sumazau,poco-poco,n the sarawakian dance their famous ngajat dance...
i know almost all the seniors
all i can say is it so much fun
Thank You Lord for giving me the chance to participate in this camp...

im in the Green team and get the chance to be the leader for 1 day
but it is more than enough for me as i seldom got the courage to hold the title LEADER...
but for me its time to change for me myself n i
so now i know why they always encourage us to join the camp
for me its like a family gathering being held by the family leader becoz without it we will roboh rite
so i hope next time i can still join lah ho....
and honestly i didnt feel tired during the camp bcoz it brings me so much fun i actually excited to meet new people but im shy2 cat punya type bah
but if i oredy biasa dng that someone hmmm... confirm tidak lagi malu2
overall i had so much fun n get to know amazing people...

hari-hari d kuantan

hmmmmm..........
kami ni sampai sekarang ni
sudah banyak tAU assignment tapi its ok la can keep me very busy
ekat paling banyak punya assignment
datangnya dari....
jneg3x..
OSH FUNDAMENTAL
due date dia ni kan sangat2 dekat oooo
macam 1 week g2 lah
tapi semua pun based on yang kami dah belajar ko tau.....

dan ni ari kami ada impromptu speech
and my title is
peer to peer technology lah
mula2 mmg bingung tau tapi selepas saya dengar dari kawan saya baru lah saya tau yang itu ialah sofware macam Ares, Lime Wire oooo
hmm so sekarang tambahlah saya punya knowledge tau..
thanks to the technical enghlish hahaha

yang kelmarin saya keluar p tunai cek
trus saya nampak lah ada miss call hmmmm saya pun curious tau
so what i do is i try to call the person that call me turn out
he is my lecture
but one thing that i didnt know is that i canot make fon call inside
the bank so...............

thera is one guard that come directly and
ask me to go out and im very blur2 one so....
sbb saya dont know anthing tau....
hahahaha............
lucu kan tapi its ok lah sbb saya x tau ooooo
hmmm ambek kau
eeeee bikin malu jak kan

<<<<<1sT DaY oUt>>>>>

haha ni kawan dari melaka tau hoho

hehe ni lah yang saya makan tadi hoho
d noodle station ooo...

haha ni muka yang sdg tunggu food to come....
this one is china town oooo


this is indian town ooooo.....

this one pla the car that we rent its a kancil BPG4311 if not mistaken lah hahaha

ni pla pemandu pelancong disebabkan
dah banyk kali outing dia lah yang jadi tour guide....

this one is the face yang excited mau outing nih....
huhuhu....today is my 1st day out oooo.....
with my housemate lor......

1 minGGu d AlaM yg BarU

heheheh......pada 27hb jun ber mula lah kehidupan sebagai seorang yang akan tinggal d peninsular malaysia hehehehe............tapi best gak sebab dapat p tmpt yG bRu lah
hmmm
saya ni skrg d kuantan pahang ni
dapat masuk UMP
huhuhuhu
tapi best jg tau sebab tmpt tinggal ni macam rumah lah pla
d dpn ha dah ada kedai tau
jgn jeles...
saya dapat kos yang belum lah sangat
d kenali lah oleh
orang ramai
tapi
nnt bila dah graduate
haaa
high salary
ambik ko
.........
housemate saya ni lain2
tapi semua macam sporting ooo itu yg susuh mau cari ooooo

hari pendaftaran tu mmg panas ooo tp mesti lah kan ni d semenanjung kikikiki.....kaluu d sabah tmpt saya tinggal ni tidak lah panas macam ni huhuhu......
erm lupa pla ...kos yang saya ambil tu is....jeng3x....
keselamatan dan kesihatan pekerjaan lor....

best ooo tapi agak susuh lah tapi mestilah buat yang termampu lah kan hiiii.......
eh saya dtg cni malam sdh o yang 27 hb tu
ini disebabkan kesalahan teknikal lor...
n u know what im the last person that they been waiting oooo...

so mmg bagus jg lah mereka i mean senior tu.......

then mula lah THE ORENTASI hahaha
hmm dcni ni kami ni hmm tidak cukup tido ooo
lepas tu tym ada ceramah tu haaa
di ctu lah kita boleh dengar bunyi yg agak pelik tau
n ada jg air terjun.....
yang best tu tym hujan
why??????
it is bcoz kami boleh lambat2 hHhHAAAA
and yang tym mau naik bas tu sayamacam kena unsung oooo
sebab semua orang berebut oooo
so saya macam air jalah kena tolak sampai
lah d pintu masuk hooohooo......

hahahahahaha.......another day lagi yeah.....skrg ni lebih sibuk sebab banyak movie yg mau kasi habis ni...n of course some drama lagi...huhu....

.................

eeee......muka org yang ermm....x pa2 mau buat....tapi yalah mcm tu lah hehehe....

h0liDayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

borInG nYer......... hmmmmm tp never mind la at least tdk payah lagi mau bangun awal hahahahaha...................itu yg paling best....erm skrg ni d rumah saja lo tgk tv and makan and of course ada ckit exercise laaa kan nnt jd pemalas butul pun tidak boleh jg kan2....hehehe......i wonder apa yang lain sdg buat kan...

LATE AGAIN!!!!!!!

2day me again woke up late hmmmmm........so come to class also late lo... n the best part is madam dont mad at me laaaa